| God sends earthly angels to me:D |
[December 03, 2009 | 09:51 AM] |
i know i'll never say this face to face to you
cos i think i'll cry
geraldyn, you might not know this
but if not for you
i don't think i'd be able to go through sec4
really, you were my pillar of strength
i've learnt so much from you
how to be selfless and PATIENT!
haha and although i'm lacking so much
you were always there for me
you never criticised me
even if i felt i was the ugliest and dumbest person
you always had a way to make me feel good
you're the first person i call
everytime i cry or when i'm in trouble
cos somehow after talking to you
i'll always feel better
i love it when you haha say i have bad taste
i love it when you sit behind me and always kicked my chair
i love it when we always pushed our tables closer until they met HAHA
i love it when you always made sure the whole class had seats and tables
before looking for your own chair and table
i love it when you draw (although its really ugly)
i love it when you give me that, "i don't really wanna listen to you, but just say it" look
i love it when you laugh at how i asked lao shi for permission to go to the toilet
but always helped me with my chinese
REALLY I DO
and i don't know how
but we never argued
maybe cos we always keep our anger in
but now that i think about it
there wasn't a time i was angry with you
bcos in case you didn't know
its quite impossible to get angry with you
honestly, i don't think i was a good friend to you
i don't deserve you
but i thank God for sending you into my life
i hope He will bless you abundantly
like how He has blessed me with you:D
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| isn't it great that mirrors don't laugh? |
[December 01, 2009 | 02:31 PM] |
is it bcos everyone suffers from inferiority complex?
i'm sure i'm not the only one who hates going out alone
and squeezes to the side of the walkway
so that i'm out of everyone's way
or squirm when i look into the mirror
i admit i can't even enter a shop alone
and i look away when shop assistants come up to me
haha weird right?
i get so nervous when ppl walk past me, laughing
cos I THINK THEY'RE LAUGHING AT ME!!!!
and if i'm walking alone or waiting for someone
i'll always use my phone
(even though i'm not really smsing or doing anything)==
cos i think that's the best way to keep a low profile:D
i know this is really bad
but i'm glad my dad always tells me just to be myself
and not to hide behind make up...
but i can't help wishing that i look like snsd right?
honestly, i really admire them
but i guess God made everyone different
HAHA
oh and i wonder why some ppl think i'm really arrogant
in fact, many when they first knew me
haha is it bcos i'm really quiet?
but really that's not bcos i don't want to talk to you
its just that haha i'm scared too
i wonder what you'll think about me...
but i'm nice REALLY!
even my good friends thought i was really proud
but now they THINK I'M REALLY AWESOMEEEE!
haha, so thick skinned:D
and even geraldyn loves me now right?
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| thank You Lord |
[November 30, 2009 | 01:59 PM] |
haha i was listening to pastor on saturday behind the curtains
but somehow i could pay more attention...
it really hit me that i should change myself first
instead of trying to change the world.
and my dad sat down to talk to me
and told me how i should count my blessings
one by one
and i realised that i'm really blessed
i have people who love and care for me
and most of all i have God
so why am i still complaining?:(
HAHA and today's my first day at pine court CHINESE restaurant
when i received the call, i was like, "are you serious? CHINESE restaurant?"
the waitresses speak chinese, so does the manager and the chef and everybody else on the 35th storey:(
now i realise the importance of the language
i had so many communication problems
cos they speak SO FAST!!!
but the seniors there are really nice
they treated me like their granddaughter seriously
they kept reserving food for me
knowing that i didn't take lunch
but thats the point, i'm trying NOT to eat:D
the female manager was really nice too
after she spoke to me in chinese
she was like, "you can't really speak chinese right, i'll speak in english then!"
i was like wondering, "how did she know?"
so EMBARRASSING, is it bcos of my pronunciation?
then she was so nice
she went to the rest and told them to speak slowly to me
if not i won't be able to catch it!
then the waitresses started to speak to me in broken english
and they said they'll make sure my chinese improves
YEAAAAAH!!!!!
i miss the seniors from chatterbox:(
its always like that
if i meet a person even once for a few hours
somehow i'll get attached to them
so dumb right?
AAAAAAAAAAH!
i miss the chicken rice uncle toooooo!
wtheck, i can just go down and meet them:D
but praise God for everything
maybe He wants my chinese to improve:D
YEAH I CAN DO IT!
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